Hi, my dad and I read the bible together and he helps me find things like longing loving and Lord. So what I got in my bible today is in 1 Thessalonians 2:17,18,19 and 20 which says, but, brothers , when we were torn away from you for a short time (in person, not in thought), out of our intense longing we made every effort to see you. For we wanted to come to you certainly I, Paul, did, again and again but satan stopped crown in which we will glory in the presence of our lord Jesus when he comes? Is it not you? Indeed, you are our glory and joy.
So one thing to learn is that sometimes satan stops us from ministering but like Paul we should keep asking the Lord and trying again and again.
Are you trusting the Lord do you mabey have a longing loving and Lord?